Sunday, January 13, 2013

The need for repentance continues



After it was truly manifested unto this first elder that he had received a remission of his sins, he was entangled again in the vanities of the world;
But after repenting, and humbling himself sincerely, through faith, God ministered unto him by an holy angel, whose countenance was as lightning, and whose garments were pure and white above all other whiteness;
And gave unto him commandments which inspired him; (D&C 20:5-7)

I love that this tells us Joseph Smith had to repent again.  Not that I rejoice that he was entangled again in sins, but I am happy he was willing to share that information.  It shows that there is hope for us if we mess up again  (Not that we want to mess up, but just because we have repented once does not mean we can’t be deceived into sin again, so we have to keep on our guard.)

I think the word “entangled” is a very descriptive word for how we get pulled back into sin.  It makes me think of sin as tangled hair that has to be combed out, or a piece of yarn that snarled up when it wasn’t supposed to when we’re in the process of trying to knit a nice warm sweater.

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I love that we see in these verses that when we humble ourselves and repent, God forgives and ministers to us again.  It shows that He doesn’t hold grudges and He can keep moving us forward, having expectation that we will live up to what He asks.

That last bit about “commandments which inspired him” makes me ask myself—“Do commandments inspire me?”    Too often I see them as something added to my To Do list when I could look at them as a vision of what I can become.  I want to be inspired by the commandments.


2 comments:

Ramona Gordy said...

When ever I think of the word "entangled" as it relates to "sin", what comes to mind is hair. As a kid, I had long, thick hair,and I hated to have it washed. Once I pleaded with and cajoled a cousin to not to bother combing out the tangles, just let my hair dry as it was. Woe, woe unto me. My mom was not pleased, but since it was my own decision, I had to suffer the consequences of having my hair detangled in it's pitiful dry state. (Lots of pain and teeth gnashing)
So I wonder, when we be become re-entangled" into the sin that we turned our backs on, it is a concious decision. We know what we are getting into, and we convince ourselves that we can "visit" the sin, but it won't be kryptonite to our souls.
A sobering admonition by John the Beloved is if we say we have no sin, then we deceive ourselves. When we are admonished to keep God's commandments, and keep his covenants, that word keep means to guard, to hold dear. I picture myself following the rules of those commandments and sealing them with a testimony and then doing my best and trusting God with the rest.
Simplistic I know, but the difference between Heaven and Hell is whether we walk the strait line or not.

Michaela Stephens said...

There's a "hurty" way and a "non-hurty" way to detangle hair. Sounds like your mom didn't know the "non-hurty" way. So sorry!!

"So I wonder, when we be become re-entangled" into the sin that we turned our backs on, it is a concious decision. We know what we are getting into, and we convince ourselves that we can "visit" the sin, but it won't be kryptonite to our souls."

I think you're absolutely right. That's exactly how it happens. And I love your thoughts about guarding and holding dear the commandments. That's what we have to do, isn't it?